Public Toilet

Last weekend, I went to Mid Valley with Mr. Fiance to see the Malay wedding Expo held in Hall 2, Exhibition Centre. Initially, I was so excited to do my survey for my wedding preparation but unfortunately, it turned out to be SO damn BORED. Probably because I can't find what I want in there and what made me most dissapointed was the price of photographer and videographer services are way too expensive! It was so beyond of my budget. I felt so stressed and now I need to recalculate again my budget to suit the latest demand. *sigh..

Supposedly, the earlier plan was to survey some bridal boutiques near Shah Alam but suddenly I heard there was the Malay Expo wedding held in Mid Valley. I never thought that the exhibition was so got glamorous as expected and we finally ended up our findings with a MOVIE. Hahaha.. Hampes. Sgt tidak menepati objektif pada hari itu.

Actually, that is not what I want to talk about. I want to tell you about a fact that you all MUST know every time you go to the public toilet. Or maybe you had the same experience as mine.

After having my Asar prayer, I went to the toilet next to Jaya Jusco in Mid Valley. Then, I prefer to do my stuff on the squat toilet rather than toilet bowl. While waiting for the cleaner to clean up the toilet, I saw something that was NOT really good to be seen.

 

At first, I saw the cleaner flush the toilet and used the water inside the bowl to clear out all the craps on the steps.

Source - Pak Cik Google

The most disgusting scene I've ever seen was, when she used the same water (inside the bowl) to clean up the flush tap and also the water tap that we used to clean ourselves! Of course, she didn't feel anything because she was wearing rubber gloves at that time. Can you imagine, if I straight away hold the tap and touch my tissue, what would happen? Then pull out my jeans and etc etc.. (nasib baik saya sudah solat!) Eiyuckkkk!!! Gle GELI!!! Normally I would do that just to ensure/check there will be water inside the toilet before I do my nature stuff.

So, thanks to the Mak Cik Cleaner as well for showing me the standard practice of cleaning the public toilet. I guess not all will be doing the same way, but who knows right? I'm just doing my job to educate people out there to be extra careful.

Till then, watch your surrounding everybody, you might save yourself and your loved ones! =)

Heal the empty soul..

Salam guys,

It's been a long time I haven't update this blog. I've been so busy of working and preparing a to-do list for my wedding which will be held end of this year. I'm still surveying and searching for the right person to bring up my wedding perfectly (Insya-Allah). And also getting busy having workout in gym just to get fit and stay in a good shape.

Apart of all of that, I feel that I'm missing something CRITICALLY important. Something that I used to get it and felt it long time ago. Now it seems to fade away and disappear.

The feeling of calm and peace of mind...

Source - Chesearch.com

I learn that by looking at the green scenic helps you to get such a peaceful mind.. how can I get one in this hectic city??? =P

I admit that sometimes I forgot to do my prayers. I forgot to make doa before I start off my engine and go to work. I forgot to say the name of Allah whenever I want to eat. I forgot to thank Allah when He blesses my day with good news. These are all routines that I do everyday but does it enough for me to always remember Allah S.W.T in every step and every breath that I take?  

Lately, I feel so empty. I feel lost and still searching for what I should do in this ephemeral life. I try to awake myself by remembering all the lessons that I learned during the wedding course. I also keep reminding myself that we will not live eternally. We will not bring this wealth and all the beautiful luxuries in this world into our cold grave. 

I maybe sound quite religiously but actually I'm just a normal person. I'm just afraid that someday Allah will take away everything I have which I won't be ready to lose it now. Sometimes I maybe prejudice to some people who are very pious. I presume that they are narrow minded and like to accuse people like me for not behaving the right way as a muslim. But basically, what is more important, what we have in our hearts and nawaitu. I would say that Allah knows better about ourselves.

I know the reason why I feel like this. And I'm gonna correct it. At least I should be grateful that every time I drew myself away from Him, I feel as if there will be a bell rings as a sign and tells me to stay in the right path. Normally I use this approach (pls correct me if I'm wrong). If I'm not having a good day, it means that Allah is punishing me of breaking His rules or otherwise to diminish my punishment in hereafter. Wallahualam.. But still at that point, I knew that Allah still loves me.Thank you Allah..

Maybe some of you might feel the same way like me. I try to listen to nasyid to sooth my soul and fill-up the emptiness but none of them can catch my attention. I'm not really into that kind of music. There was one day, I was viewing my friend's video in FB and I heard this song. The song is not too catchy but enough to make me happy. I tried to find the mp3 and it brought me to the other songs. 

Surprisingly , I never heard that kind of songs (or I guess I was left too far behind the time.. =P ). All the songs are very wonderful. It makes me cry and realizes that there's no boundary to find a way for you to get closer to Him. I found that the singer is called Maher Zain. I believe that he is well known for those who love to listen to arabic songs (I think so la because he comes from Lebanon). Hehehe.

This is what I want to share with you guys. I post the link to the lyrics and if you're really interested to know the songs, please make some effort to find it in the net! =P

Maher Zain's lyrics

Trust me. There are so lovely and very nice songs. May Allah bless my friend who introduced these songs to me and guess what.. she will be a part of my family too end of this year... =)

Till then.. hope you guys enjoy the songs! =D

p/s: I felt so sad of losing the best comedian, Allahyarham Din Beramboi.. I just happened to meet him in Pavillion a couple of weeks ago before he passed away. I didn't know why I felt he was closed to me. Probably he was the one who responsible to cheer me up in the morning everyday with his funny chats with Pak Nil. I really love them both.

May he rest in peace.. Al-Fatihah.